For KH

My love I foresee that someday you would notice me

  But dear I know it’s only just a fantasy

Silly things and stupid thoughts always fill my head

Too much thinking about you can’t put me to bed

Just by looking at your photo really completes my day

Yet I know for certain you won’t see me that way

Too much unrequited love is all what it is

But I keep on wishing there is more to this

People love you, people cheer for you

A total celeb, that’s what makes you

I keep on asking “why did I fall for you?”

Yet no one could answer that even myself too

Keep hoping, keep wishing that is all I can do

Can’t even approach you for that’ll be an issue

I wish someday I could be near and closer to you

And I hope that someday you’ll like me back too

I Could

In my own world I could be anything

A vampire, a werewolf or a witch is given

I could be a fairy, where magic is easy

Or a mermaid maybe so that I could own the sea

I could be a spy, I could be extraordinary

Fourteen languages that I could speak fluently

Cracking codes, hacking systems leave that to me

For I’m one of a kind and an exceptional young lady

I could definitely be a CSI, a supervisor maybe

Head of Las Vegas Crime Lab, ofcourse that would be me

Solving crimes would be just easypeasy

And I could easily nail you so don’t you dare mess with me

I could be a writer, definitely a good one

And all my writings would surely reach number one

It would inspire many and would reach your heart deeply

And I assure you my dear, all of it would have a movie

I could be an artist, there in South Korea for sure

Singing would be easy and dancing would be my forte

I would definitely be a rapper, ‘coz yes I’m a fast speaker

And I’ll be a total entertainer for I would also be an actor

Lastly, I could surely become his one and only true love

‘Coz I assure you I would become his (Kim Hanbin) wife

People might call me crazy and I know this sounds silly

But I know that someday, some of these would come into reality

Unspoken

Winds keep blowing

Sweet air keep caressing

Yet my heart’s been aching

Breaking all my being

Tears keep falling

I don’t know what’s happening

People keep asking

What was my problem?

Too much drama I’ve watched

Been carried away is what I’ve got

But a pretty little liar is who I was

So all I said were all white lies

Too much pain I've felt

Feelings so long I have kept

They have been wanting to escape

Yet that’s impossible to make

Conveying the message wasn’t the case

I’m just afraid they won’t be at ease

Besides talking was not my thing

So all I could do was left it unspoken

Confessions and Regrets

Fourteenth of Feb I sent you a box full of letters

It was covered with laces and ribbons which made me feel better

In there I put lots of heart-shaped brownies and goodies

Plus a pinch of hope that you’ll consider my feelings

After how many days of preparation

My heart felt a little bit of hesitation

Must I send this box filled with letters?

Or must I keep these feelings of mine for forever?

The day has come I felt like I must see you by that time

 My heart stumbles and it’s like my stomach rumbles

I was about to go home and decided to not to do that silly confession

But a friend helped me with a favor

And a sudden decision made my feelings waver

She helped me took that box filled with letters

To your school which forbids outsiders especially us girls

Luckily you weren’t around and I was so glad when I found out

Since I don’t know how to act around a guy whom I really liked

Just the thought of it makes me wanna freak out

Twenty-first of Feb I heard you will have a basketball match

Even though I don’t understand that I still came to watch

I was happy that for the first time I saw you so closely

Then your friend told me that you wanted to meet me

I was so shy and acted so terrified

But then I heard you just want things to be clarified

You wanted to tell me how thankful you were

For those gifts I gave you even though it seems so improper

And then I found out you didn’t even eat those cookies I dried out

You thought I laced it with potion and that made me pout

For I will never do such thing, how cruel does your mind thinks

But then I felt so relieved that you never made your moves on me

For your friends told me how many are your girlfriends currently

I was so shocked to found that you’re not just an ordinary player

But my goodness dear, you are a six-timer playboy

I am

I am Ms. Nobody

Hello to you dear lovelies

 I am the famous Ms. Nobody

Nobody knows me

Nobody cares about me

Nobody dares to befriend me

Nobody even tried to approach me

I am just nobody

 I am Ms. Forever

Forever alone

Forever no partner

Forever at the corner

Forever enjoying my own company

In a class of odd numbered students

I am always the excess

I am Ms. No One

No one wants to know me

No one cares about how I feel

No one wants to listen to my stories

No one wants to hang out with me

No one knows who’s the real me

When I’m absent, no one’s been looking for me

I am Ms. Lonely

You might think that’s who I am

But mind you my dear lovelies

I never let loneliness succumbs me

I sound so lonely you might think

But happiness never leaves me

And to tell u frankly I can smile endlessly

To Mr. A

Hey there Mr. A, I wanted to tell you

That I still miss you in everything I do

I thought I already forgot you

But it seems that I don’t want to

And no matter how hard I try

There’s still memories that’s hard to deny

The first time I talked to you I felt I already liked you

That feeling of excitement I get whenever I receive your text

The way you talk to me I felt it was very strange

It’s like you’re into me but I just didn’t assume it

I remember that day when you asked me who I liked

I didn’t answer you, instead I asked you back

Tell me who’s the girl you like, then I’ll tell you who’s my guy

I even teased you to her even though I don’t know your gal

Throughout our conversation I keep asking you “who is she?”

Until that day when you slipped and told me it was me

After that day we both became closer

You even told me that we’re both an achiever

Even though I just told you that I just used to be

You comforted me and just told me it’s okay since I can still be

You once told me that you love math

But my only reply was I just used to love that

I even told you how I disgust trigonometry

But you insist that it’s just easy as ABC

Back then you were so eager to tell me

That you were so blissful that you met me

That time when you expressed how much you like me

I was so happy that I got so crazy

I even slapped my classmate who’s just sitting beside me

But something happened which led me to tears

You never contacted me that my heart became like a pierced pears

I was busy with my classes and didn’t paid attention to your messages

I explained to you with all my might but all I got is just an unexpected fight

Days, weeks, and months had passed that I waited for just one reply

Yet I received nothing and I just bid you a goodbye